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By Nancy Mccabe

One evening in 1990, a stranger lower the monitor out of Nancy McCabe's bed room window whereas she slept and shone a flashlight into her eyes as she woke. a number of weeks later, her father got here down with transitority amnesia. even supposing unrelated, those occasions grew to become associated in her brain, sweeping out from lower than her the basics many folks take without any consideration: protection, freedom, the soundness of reminiscence, and a normal oblivion to mortality. After the Flashlight guy is the tale of ways one writer got here to phrases with those reports that threw her existence right into a complete new gentle: the self-defense sessions, rape situation volunteer paintings, writing, and meditation that served as checkpoints alongside her therapeutic trip whereas she re­ tested occasions from her early life and relationships with friends and family. eventually, a flashlight became opposed to her as a weird and wonderful weapon turned as a substitute a metaphorical instrument that blazed her course, the impetus to reclaim, recast, and inform her personal tales, getting to know her personal strength to reinvent her imaginative and prescient of her existence.

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Jody rarely wrote when we weren’t together, but the need to write started to possess me. I silently narrated my life as I lived it: She opened the door and ran across the loose gravel, swinging her lunchbox, to board the bus. I tended to lose at Monopoly because I became so distracted by picturing the lives of the people who worked at B&O Railroad or resided on Baltic Avenue, I forgot to charge rent to those who landed on my property. Or I spaced out, imagining what a shoe and an iron would say to a dog while visiting it in jail, and I neglected to buy property altogether.

And so on: this endless slow-motion small talk. Now as Dad squints at the instruction sheet, I despair. “I think it’s standard,” Dad says. We live in completely different worlds if this passes for conversation, I think. Or maybe I’ve been so spaced lately, he’s repeating himself to guard against the strain of silence. I’m The One that Got Away unwilling, unable to fathom that he’s not deliberately behaving strangely, that the situation is beyond all of our control. After all, Mom seems calm. She’s unpacking the towels I wadded into boxes, she’s busily refolding them neatly.

I kind of wish that he would, that we all could do anything to feel freed from the fear that cages me, anything to reclaim my space from the presence of a stranger. But I didn’t spend so many years waiting to grow up and leave home only to become a child again now. Instead, I ask my friend Shelley to stay with me. Shelley tends to haul around a backseat full of little old people, various friends and relatives on their way to doctors or court or Walmart. This time, it’s Jean, the mother of Shelley’s husband’s first wife, in tow, and we all bunk down in my living room.

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